as he builds me
I'm not trying to be cynical
I’m not trying to hypocritical
but I'm intrinsically focused
on being a better me
and as God builds me
I know he must enjoy comedy
Like these ‘thick of it’ situations
my constant innovations
and big time preparations
and then the plan changes
I know he smiles
as I think I know it all
and that I can't fall
but God knows
I need to stumble
because I need to be humble
so he smiles at me
tripping, failing and trailing
because I'm being developed
it used to frustrate me
but I learned that
you can’t learn if you don’t do
and I’ve done
been undone
and been the unlucky one
I now see life
as a growth opportunity
Because I understand that
God must build me
© Linette Rabsatt