POEM: A Smiling God

I often think that God laughs

as he builds me

I'm not trying to be cynical

I’m not trying to hypocritical

but I'm intrinsically focused

on being a better me

and as God builds me

I know he must enjoy comedy

Like these ‘thick of it’ situations

my constant innovations

and big time preparations

and then the plan changes

I know he smiles

as I think I know it all

and that I can't fall

but God knows

I need to stumble

because I need to be humble

so he smiles at me

tripping, failing and trailing

because I'm being developed

it used to frustrate me

but I learned that

you can’t learn if you don’t do

and I’ve done

been undone

and been the unlucky one

I now see life

as a growth opportunity

Because I understand that

God must build me

© Linette Rabsatt